God resources to wonders in order to convince us only in special cases, and calls in a mystical way each one of us. Which means that our heart is lit by His light, we understand Him, we feel His call and we say “My Lord and God!” same as Thomas did when Jesus resurrected. We don’t touch, but only by increasing our spirit we get to see the unseen God.
An old man was living in the desert, about 12 miles from any water source. Each day walking to bring water, very tired and upset the man said: ‘Why do I need this daily tiredness? Rather, I should move my shelter next to the water, in order not be troubled anymore or to get tired’. But saying this in his mind, he felt somebody’s presence behind him, on his tracks. He stopped and waited for the one that was following him and asked him: ‘Who are you?’.
Usually, when it comes about himself, man is always unfair and changes the scale; he is more rightful towards himself, he chooses the better, the biggest, and the most beautiful part: he cries and rejoices for himself more than for others. But, Christ crucified on the Cross the love for oneself, and gave His life for us.